nyc (the fifth time around), on official business was surprisingly no less fun. i can’t believe i had been so socially anxious — for more than a month over a three day event — for nothing. maybe, something in this city helped shrink my biggest fear.
“. . . it is just that i feel incapacitated by the thought of you. unfortunately, for all the sad reasons. a few nights ago, i felt a sudden strange relief when it crossed my mind that i would channel these feelings into poetry — but who am i fooling? when did i ever successfully … Continue reading why so snappy?
shaken, not stirred. 